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March 12, 2007
I Did It
after six months and 12 days, i've finally made up my mind to end my half-year-long experimentation of corperate life...
This thing ultimately will have to come to an end, because based on the situation, I can probably stay like this for a long time, if I don't make a decision now.
My boss suggested i figure out what i want to do next before making any rash decision. But the truth is this is anything but. Not only has it be on my mind for the duration of the trail months, it has also become a constant thought . I don't want to get philosophical or anything, but......
what's the point of doing something when everything that matters has vaporized, and i'm left with nothing but one shallow thought of making money? And if making money is going to become my goal, then shouldn't I find a job that pays well enough that will make up for all my discomforts?
And even as i'm typing it, i know it's unlikely for me to settle down into a system that i absolutely loath to begin with...wut i didn't tell my boss is that my reason for taking this job, is because i feel i owe it to myself.
And now i've been here and done that...it's time to pack up my things and leave...
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I will be on your side always! ^^
Posted by: yAYu | March 16, 2007